Dissolving

श्याम की आखरी पहर भी |
आनेको है अब ख़तम |
कारी रात में मिल जाएँगी |
ज़िन्दगी के सारे सितम |

winter winds

अजनबी हवाओं ने हमसे ये कहा |
दिल से हमे पहचानो तुम |
अजनबी दास्तान है लेकर आये |
पर अजनबी नहीं हो तुम |

had it. lost it. want it back.

What is to be done when the going gets tough
What do i do when my best is not good enough
What do i do when it pains too much
The questions pile on and i have no answers as such

Every second is so excruciatingly dull
Can't take it no more, there'll be a split in my skull
I keep looking for hope, it ain't coming on its own
While i keep pushing myself into corners unknown

Do i wait for something better to come by
Or heck with the waiting, just roll over and die.
Or, Is there a third option, to win back my life
To battle the suffering , to get over the strife

death

the dark angel swooped down and took her in his arms 
''there is light ahead'', he said,"do not worry and have no qualms"
 ''what about my loved ones whom i am leaving behind''?
"you'll always be with them", he said,"In their heart, soul and mind."

love you ammamma. R.I.P.

                                                                           

Jan 1

12.00 a.m.
the new year dawned on me while i was asleep in a train. howzzzaaat!!!??? 15 min later the train started moving. So, obviously it had stopped somewhere and that somewhere happened to be the stop i was supposed to get down at. So the train starts moving, i got up, realized that I'm in deep shit and jumped out as soon as i can, which turned out to be a total futility as some asshole pulled the chain and the train stopped while it was still on the platform. Then onwards things spiraled out of control.

FRIENDS. They make Nashik more awesome than Mumbai.

11.00 p.m.
Just returned from 'Gulliver's Travels'. what fun!! has to be one of the most enjoyable movies i've watched in the recent times. And the guys made it even more special with their lame ass jokes and wisecracks. going to sleep now.

Out of the (writers') closet

Finally!!! It took a mind numbingly boring day at work for me to come out of the writers' closet. It's not like i am not comfortable with expressing myself on public forums. I am an avid user of facebook and instead of  wasting time playing Farmville or Mafia wars (seriously!!! u call that playing???), i waste it on  'expressing myself'. Then why didn't i ever bother to blog? i don't know  ... i somehow used to feel blogging was too obnoxious and all bloggers are over-opinionated jackasses. Not anymore, ofcourse :)
                                     I have decided that the time is ripe for the world to start acknowledging me and if it doesn't i don't give a rat's ass. This is ME throwing my junk at you.

Adios for now. Balls for later.